Rebel Gamers

A New Life, A New Domain

2010-11-29T22:29:00.001+08:00

Reasons Why I Love You More

2010-09-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

I can't describe it in words, but...

I think these pictures will say it for me..

^_^

Our Wedding Video

2010-08-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Corbilla-Navarette Nuptials from ImagePro Creative Works on Vimeo.

Goodbye and Thank You, 2009!

2009-12-31T17:54:00.008+08:00

January 2009
I met tons of friendly and new faces of the ZXOnline Community - across Luzon, Visayas and Mindanao.

I was totally grateful for having to meet them all.

February 2009

This is why I loved this year - it's because I was able to walk down the aisle of the dream wedding that I thought was not possible for me to do it due to tons of pain and challenges that I've faced before.

I became Mrs. Bea Corbilla.

March 2009

ZXOnline's Commercial Party! And this month also marks the anniversary of our community. Cheers!

April 2009

Biggest game convention ever! Domination 3! And ZXOnline booth has the most number of activities and tournaments. We conducted everything smoothly and even finished it all without any problems.

My family and I went to Baguio~! I love sightseeing and taking pictures and of course, shopping there everytime we go to their market.

May 2009

I've never been to Bicol before, and it was my first time thanks to the Globe Gamefest event we conducted - I was able to see the famous Mayon Volcano. The story during its eruption was sad though.

We also went to Davao again~! I love going back there. It's been 4 or 5 or 6 times since I went there, I think? Can't even count anymore!

June 2009

My fave anime, toys and cosplay convention - now I was able to attend after a few years of MIA of my cosplaying before - and this time, I get to present our games onstage!

July 2009

It's my first time in Imus, Cavite! Geez, almost all of my monthly tours are first time.
This was for the e-Games Unleashed mall tours~

August 2009

The first Metro Comic Convention, and we were there again to be ones to present and show our games!

Our Community Team also had our first team building~! 'Twas fun in working and partying!

Honeymoon much?

It was my husband's birthday, so I treated him to a whole week of sun, fun, beach and partying - just the two of us - major de-stress moment!

I Puerto Galera!

This month was also our grand launch of the Rise of the Emperor patch at SM Manila Cyberzone!

I was able to get all e-Gamers to come and join the fun! I was completely touch at their full & total support for ZXOnline.

September 2009

It was the release of my soon-to-be community, Runes of Magic. And thanks to our big boss for treating us for dinner at Chilis!

I love Cosmania~! The community that I have been before gaming came into my life. Naks!

And the Enchanted Kingdom company team building... although EK was not that as fun as we had before when it was new back then~

October 2009

Market Market for Globe Tattoo's event! And thank you Globe for making me part of the see-thru box wherein I had to beg people outside to text a message for letting me out!

November 2009

The road to Domination 4~ Wherein tons of loyal gamers had join in, and they were all so excited and super enthusiastic, and we thought we were going to have a stampede... just kidding!

I was able to meet TJ of Greyhoundz. He's my husband's close friend during their HS times... and yes, we're neighbors!

December 2009

Wow, this has to be the month of parties flowing in, here and there and everywhere!

Together with GM Vrael, we attended the Fatality EB, and yes they've also won in the most number of attendees during R2D4. Check out the pictures here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=28541&id=1072633266 (although I don't know if Ms. Donna has restricted the pics for friends only)

We had two parties in our company too~! Kampai!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=142492&id=539237610&op=6
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=142513&id=539237610

And I've also hosted the e-Gamer Girls Christmas Party~
Thanks to Zaytie for helping tremendously in this one too.

My husband spent Christmas with me and my side of the family. It was the best gift ever! Well that and my Nintendo DSi that he bought for me.

And now, I get to spend my New Year's eve with my husband with his side of the family.

Don't sue me for being grateful for this year. I guess the best memories are so many that the bad ones had subside for me.

So goodbye and thank you, 2009. I hope and wish that it'll be the same for 2010.

First Saturday of November

2009-11-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

We were invited awhile ago at the Manila Rivercity for an opening night for the future and current buyers - and of course we were invited by the bosses themselves since we were one of their current buyers. (Naks!)

We were greeted warmly and with excitement by one of the lead sales agent, Gabi. Ms. Hilda was also there, and the president greeted us too and remembered us by our first and last names (wow!). We were invited for a dinner of pasta, rice, relyenong bangus, etc. After dinner, we proceeded by taking an exclusive tour - and because there were a few people around, we were able to look around on all of the rooms of the finished and fully furnished - the Nile building.

I took using my Nokia phone, and it's a bit crappy though. Here's some of the pictures of the rooms:

And look what I found~!

They have tons of clickers for lights, stove, etc. And oh, they even have sprinklers incase of fire. I feel like what Carrie Bradshow told Mr. Big during their condo hunt in the movie:

Hello! I live here~!

My husband with a wide & cheesy grin - so very proud of the condo unit~

Technically, our building - Colorado, will be finished by next year, and instead of December 2010 they've promised - they told us that we can move by November 2010. The building will be finished at around July - August 2010, and they need 3 more months to install the elevator. They also told us that we can have our own business since the Manila Rivercity will have its own commercial building - and I like it because they prioritize the condo unit owners like us, plus if we have an iCafe business there - we are the only ones permitted to have it. There won't be any other iCafe business - meaning you'll have a business without competitors in the area (it's like an exclusive condo unit owners commercial building).

After that, we went to Rockwell - Power Plant Mall to see a movie. Thanks to Ching, she gave me two free movie passes - and so we watched All About Steve. Since we were an hour and a half early, we went to Coffee Bean. My hubby ordered ice-blended mocha, while I ordered pure vanilla. We also shared a Chicago cheesecake. Yum.

After that, my hubby invited me to take a stroll since he told me it's his 'first time' in the mall.

Nice early Christmas decorations!

My hubby on emo pose :P

And we found uber cute lifesize stuffed animals! And my hubby wants me to be like a kid by hugging them in these pictures:

Hmm... now I'm wondering if I'd like to put them in our new condo unit. What d'you think? ^.^

Ciao~!

Just Another Day with Him

2009-09-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

I changed my notebook wallpaper! Well, just the pics~

So that I'll have inspiration everytime I login. ^_^

We went to Puerto Galera last August 21 and stayed for almost a week - vacation away from... everything. We had fun since our hotel was just infront of the White Beach, and had tons of activities besides swimming; we also hired a tour guide to get to Tukuran Falls - and with luck - we were the first to go there that day, and so I was able to swim. The water there was different from the beach, but it was cold and very clean and clear. We also went to Tamaraw Falls and the scary bridge.

The food was so affordable and yummy (I probably gained pounds again) and had fun during nighttime from the entertainment, comedians, etc.

You can visit more of our adventures here: Puerto Galera Galore

I also got mushy mushy, so I decided to write our love story here: How We Met~

It was a busy month again for me, since we also had a Grand EB at SM Manila last August 29, and I never expected that all players will be supporting our event.

You can also visit the pics and the happenings here: ZX Rise of the Emperor Grand EB

Last night, a bunch of my colleagues wanted to eat at Little Tokyo in Makati.

But then, it was raining hard, and the six of us (excluding Jay in the driver seat) had manage to squeeze into Jay's car (thanks so much Jay!).

Then we ordered takoyaki - my hubby and I love this - and yeah, I introduced him to this and he was addicted ever since, and then Chardy & JM ordered okonomiyaki (it's like a meat pancake / pizza), but they failed to have me addicted to this (sorry guys!). It's weird though, I always find anything new is yummy.

I took this picture because it reminded me of Ramen Girl. ^.^

Okonomiyaki failed me!

I love takoyaki!

My bestfriend for foodtrip~

Jay waiting excitedly for the food!

Jay and I have the common love for sweets - shaved ice - melon flavor with milk (he ordered the same thing~)

My hubby and me~

Today my hubby and I went to Megamall and watched Year One. There had been an awkward moment when a family went in in the middle of the movie and get this - their kids were around 5-6-year-old - and the movie was for us, not suitable for those kids. I just hope the parents knew what they had let their kids watch... -_-"

During the movie we had takoyaki again, sour cream-flavored french fries and cotton candy~! (our usual food while watching flicks)

After the movie, I bought my hubby two pairs of pants - and they were on sale! We also bought a cute green umbrella because our old one was sadly destroyed during the last storm.

We also bought a new keyboard - and this time, we had assurance from the shop that the letters won't fade away - or we get our money back. XD~

I had my bes to send me Paramore's Ignorance (yes this mp3 was from their CD) and the sounds were awesome! Thanks Rei~! Usually mp3s doesn't have that much quality when they're new. ^_^

Anyway, we're back at home - he's playing some PC games, while I'm browsing thru eBay, Hot Topic, Punk and Rave shops, Plurking, and blogging~

We'll be attending my parents' anniversary tomorrow. Tons of my relatives from both sides will be coming too for the party.

Till my next blog post~ Ciao!

How We Met

2009-08-31T17:58:00.003+08:00

I've been reading the past interviews that I made with the gamers since 2006 since we started the wedding schedules for Ran Online and currently managing the GMs at Your Wedding for ZXOnline, these inspired me to create our story.

March 2006
I started working at e-Games Philippines as a GameMaster. I was the third female GM to be hired, and the first day was weird since I was using his computer (yes, GM Strycnine's computer to be exact), and I didn't know until he informed me. I apologized and asked if he'll be using it, but as a gentleman, he kindly let me finish on what I was currently working on - which was the forum boards.

Our picture at the office when we were GameMasters

Neneng Bea and Totoy Lee XD~

It was around summer when we started hanging out along with our colleagues. I began teasing his fave shirts in orange, and also started calling names in-game as "Popsicle GM" or "Owange GM."

We love owange! Strycnine & Celestia

Emo-look daw~

We had tons of fun even when we're just friends and colleagues or be it in-game or on gimik mode. We spent a lot of time in-game, chatting thru YM (eventhough we sit side-by-side) and on breaktime. Our GM head suddenly changed schedule shifts in teams - Morning, Mid, and Graveyard. Usually female GMs were put on morning or midshift - or so I thought - but then I was put on GY team along with him, GM BadLungs and GM Savio. They said they needed a Community / Tech GM on that shift. ~_~

There were times that he and I were the only ones on GY shift. One day, when we were teasing around thru YM chat, he casually told me "don't fall inlove with a guy like me." I told him I won't, because that would be awkward and weird for me and for him. I think the chat started because he told me he was going out with a girl and it's been a while since he dated someone. I gave him lots of tips, but then the next day, he told me they never went out. I asked him why, but he never gave a straight answer.

After a few weeks, that situation faded away as we go about doing our work. GM BadLungs teased whether we had a relationship or not, and I just laughed and said no. But then he told me it was because he caught Lee staring at the monitor when I was not on shift that day and waiting for me to buzz him thru YM like I always did. I laughed again thinking it was a joke, but he was serious, because the YM chat window that was open that day on his monitor was mine.

One day, Lee told me thru YM chat during our shift that he needs to talk to me on breaktime. I said I had tons of work and was curious at the same time, I forced him to tell me ASAP thru YM chat instead. ^.^

At first, he didn't budge. But then he typed in these words "I'm falling in love with you, but I won't wait for an answer from you. I just want you to know."

I did not answer to that, but I did type in a smiley emoticon. Later he asked me if we could go out after my shift (it was his dayoff) and I agreed since GM Heinzhummer will be going with us (he was not yet a GM during those times, but he was one of Lee's closest friends). We walked from Malate to Baywalk since there were no available seats in one of Malate's bars and resto. We finally ordered at Baywalk near the pagoda, wherein I had the best and huge BBQs for dinner. We all had fun talking until the sun came up and yes, we all didn't sleep (well, my shift ended at 12midnight, I was at midshift already).

May - July 2006
This was then I made a choice - and I chose Lee. He told me he thought he could never find someone that can share the same passion he had in games - and even admitted that he was intimidated that I can play Counterstrike, DOTA, and can PK in online games that easily. I never get to know the other details on how he loves me, but I guess we'll have to see how it'll work out. ^_~

February 7, 2009
This is the date where we said our vows infront of God, our family and friends. This is where our love story has finally had a happy ending to a new beginning of our future.

Be it in-game...

Or in real life...

Paco Park Rocks!

2009-04-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

When we had our wedding at Paco Park last February 7, one of our colleagues told us that Jay Contreras (Kamikaze) and Sarah Abad (sister of Kaye Abad) had their wedding at the same place.

Their wedding had a gothic and rockish (if there ever such a word) theme, that I also totally loved the pictures and made me reminisce my own wedding. (I know, ang babaw ko wahahah!!!)

But altogether, I was glad in choosing my dream wedding venue ever since I was a kid, and was also amazed at one of our idols also had their wedding there. \m/

Thru Thick & Thin

2009-03-14T15:14:00.003+08:00

For the past few weeks, I've been dazed and a bit sad, but seeing my hubby pick me up during our on-ground events, that simple gesture still continues to amaze me.

After the Globe & e-Games Gamefest at Lawrence Arcade, we went to SM Manila to dine-in at Max's Resto and I bought a dress and a top for sale, then ended up at our simple home, snuggling for comfort because the aircon was turned on. XD~

And eventhough I was tired and sweaty because of the event, he managed to steal a kiss from me. ^.^

Don't forget to read my other mushy posts here:
Marriage in Many Ways
Missing Pieces

Ciao~!

GM Strycnine <3 GM Celestia~

Our First Dance

2009-02-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

Our first dance... our first step in making our own family...

First Picture after Being Married

2009-02-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

First Aftermath picture after our wedding~

Lee's comment: first time kong nagsuot ng jewelry, and my last ^.^

December 2008

2008-12-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

Sofitel Philippine Plaza at our boss's wedding~

Halloween 2008

2008-10-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween to everyone~!

A Date with Wall-E

2008-08-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Bebs & I watched Wall-E yesterday in Megamall. Since we were an hour and a half early, we took pictures - and all of the people waiting did the same as well.

Pictures are all unedited and was taken by my camera phone. Bebs told me I was a trendsetter - making lots of weird stuff & activities that most strangers would follow. I told him I don't even know if that was a compliment, but hey, I had a great time with him.

I'm loving my vacation leave - it's the first time that I get to experience being a bum (does this even count?), and I began to take care of myself again. I get to spend time with me - and I can see now that it's all worth it. ^_^

What Chair?

2008-08-10T03:04:00.001+08:00

I remembered Bebs telling me a story of not being over analytical.

There was this professor teaching psychology who gave a test to his class. He said that the student who will get the correct answer / reason gets the highest grade. He asked them on how to make the chair disappear; and so lots answered in very long sentences and took them hours to give their reasonings / theories.

The first one to give his answer, and was considered to be the 'dumb one' in their class, in just a few minutes, with just two words - got the highest grade for his test.

His answer was "What chair?"

It was his way of telling me not to think too much. I usually get involve in any aspect like work, life, relationships and all kinds of stuff. I worry too much about people around me when in fact, I can't even worry or take care of myself in the process.

And so with that, I filed my 10-day vacation leave for the 1st time in my working history, and also decided on my despedida party on the 22nd of this month.

Make way for the new me. ^_^

Our First Video

2008-07-31T10:27:00.000+08:00

Sweet & Romantic Meme

2008-07-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

EQ Test

2008-07-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Trip to Pangasinan for the 2nd Time

2008-04-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

We're back and almost black! XD~

Anyway, got home and soooo uber tired from the almost 6-hour trip. But overall, the experience and the uber tasty food was worth it. April 19, around 11PM, we arrived at the House of Asian Seafood and checked in. It was funny because after buying our late dinner in the central town of Alaminos City, the Koreans asked where we bought it, and the guy who looked like our colleague said Salamat po in a very cute & small voice. ^^

We went to Agno the next morning, since it was my cousin's wedding. However, we ended up touring the small town, and I took him to where the Agno river stretched and connecting to beaches as well.

And then we tour around Alaminos again, buying food and other stuff before heading back at House of Asian, wherein we discovered our fave dish - Chili prawns~ XP~
Monday morning, we head out to the Lucap Wharf Point wherein we purchased our lunch, ticket, and rent for the boat. They were all cheap, including the rent of the snorkeling gears, which surprised us considering it's a peak season.

We decided to hit the Governor's island because Quezon was quite packed already - and this was a very good decision because the island was practically empty!!! It's as if we had our own private island - just the two of us! :P

We told the driver to pick us up at 5pm. So we took an early lunch on the island, and started climbing on the other side, until we reached our spot - and where the jellyfish resides. XD~

Am poking at the jellies~

Aww, the poor thing~ *still poking*

The people were nice, even the ones that we passed during our boat fieldtrip were waving at us, and the maintenance people had given us a garbage bag - which most stupid tourists neglect to do during vacation trip - to maintain cleanliness on their spot at the beach. We also pointed out the fact some dumb kids carved their names on the old tree there. It was so very disappointing as well. -_-"

Burned to perfection~ Mwahahaha~

Good thing the driver was there about minutes early, coz we wanted to go home as well, since we were both tired as well, and needed to shop more (I haggled most of our pasalubongs)

This is not the end of our vacation - yep, I'll be cajoling to Bebs again for our next round~! *evil grins*

Visit http://sanctus.multiply.com/photos/album/33/Pangasinan for more on our piccies~

A Need for Change

2008-03-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Another English post (well, most of my friends are not Filipinos, so there~)

Lately I've been so toxic at work, that I even cried at the ladies' restroom, and locked myself in a handicapped cubicle. Sounds crazy, but true.

It's horrible enough to know that you won't make it through, no matter how smart you are, or how you look good infront of an entire hundreds of people that's beaming on you, looking up to you all this time...

But I know I'm no fake. I am who I am. No matter how hard I tried, I know some are still saying bad stuff at my back. So I stopped trying, and started DOING something that would benefit other causes. Yes, it's like I'm on a mission. Like a charity work, but this time, no more smiles and those little decorations in a room. This time, just one deep breath should do it.

Perhaps you would say, 'girl you're crazy.' But hey, I'm no rockstar or popstar or any kind of celestial beings up there in the sky. I'm just an ordinary girl trying to make a living. Perhaps passion is also the key in staying in this kind of job. It's also sad that most of them see me as an idol or something. Scratch that, they thought I can do EVERYTHING. Hah! If that happens, I am now a self-proclaimed millionaire.

I stopped for a moment as if the world suddenly stopped for me. And here I was putting almost everything before me, when I thought I was doing everything it for myself, I end up neglecting my own needs and wants.

I don't know, I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me

My friend told me "that's pure & classic stress." T_T
Friends can sometimes hurt you bad, but they tell the facts.

I just got back from Cainta (my parents' house) and had a one-on-one with my Mom last night. She confronted me on my live-in with my Bebs, so she wanted to arrange my marriage soon (yes, she doesn't like live-ins). She disagreed on the civil marriage, so we're heading straight to church. It was nice because my sisters were also excited, and they knew I'm tight on budget, so they agreed to be my 'wedding planners.' Katherine Heigl anyone? XD~

My Mom however, had strict conditions. She wanted to have my wedding in Cainta (>_<) and have the reception in a restaurant to lessen workload on my family (that I'd agree to). She also wanted to meet Lee's parents by November. So, I guess I have a wedding date by 2009 then. ~.~

What touched my heart is that my Dad's talk about the situation:

if you really love him, who's going to stop you?

I didn't knew my Dad can be poetic and romantic. He even offered to pay for my wedding, and I politely refused. Not that I mind, but I'm not used anymore to get money from my parents. I made that clear before during my college graduation. Perhaps it's that I wanted to grow up fast before, but hell, it made me still feel I'm Daddy's little girl. And yeah, I cried over his talk with me. I'm such a cornball. ~.~

I have less than a year to prepare. So I'm going back to my long list of tasks and shops now. Goodluck to me! ^_^

Our Stay in Iloilo

2008-02-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

Despite my sickness, Bebs was there for me. -Bea

His Name

2008-02-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

What Leslie Corbilla Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Her Name

2008-02-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

What Bea Navarrete Means

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Bea's Thoughts I

2008-01-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

Forever be still, and I'll stand my ground for you...
Because I know that you'll hold me tight
and won't let me go.
I know you'll run after me
even if I'm running away from you.

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how are dreams could come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

They Almost Got Me

2007-12-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

I sang the song the blackbird sings, a song so blue.
A requiem for the dreams he never knew. I never knew what I missed when I'm so focused on things I cant undo. Standing's only half the battle now I have to move.

Finally everything's unfolding now,
I'd forgotten how life can pick you up when it spits you out.
I'm ok now.
I'm forgetting all the years I spent hoping things would change.
Today is a good day, a good day.

I'll take this time to be thankful for all the days I'm given
coz every moment spent on wishes is a moment im missing.
I don't want to waste my time, I want to be there for life.
I don't want to waste my time, this is my life.

Finally everything's unfolding now,
I'd forgotten how life can pick you up when it spits you out.
I'm ok now.
I'm forgetting all the years I spent hoping things would change.
Today is a good day, a good day.

It's never late, things can change. Everyday has a meaning. And I know when things get hard you want to run away.
but these things you can face and this fate you can change.
And this place will hold joy if you stay where you are,
don't you push it away.

Finally everything's unfolding now,
I'd forgotten how life can pick you up when it spits you out.
I'm ok now.
I'm forgetting all the years I spent hoping things would change.
Today is a good day, a good day

IPVG Christmas Party

2007-12-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

IPVG Family and e-Games at its best!

More pics here: http://sanctus.multiply.com/photos/album/23/IPVG_Xmas_Party

Online Shop Galore

2007-11-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

I went to 2go this morning right across our office (RCBC Tower) and delivered the 2 blouses to nyriandal. I have loads of clothing to unload, and hopefully they'll fall into someone who would lovingly adopt, wear, and treasure them. <3

Here's a screenshot of my online shop:

Currently, I'm selling pre-owned clothing, but hopefully by next month, my Hot Topic products will be delivered here. ^_^

Visit my online shop here: http://tritania.multiply.com/

See you there! ^_~

Sun City II

2007-11-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

Went to Laguna for the second time. Go to our multiply site for more photos: http://sanctus.multiply.com/photos/album/7/Bebs

Temporary

2007-10-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

One of those days I'm doubting everything just...
One of those days I'm lingering, wondering...
One of those times I feel like I never been so...
How can I get out of
This hole I'm sinking deep in

I remind myself
It's only temporary
I will find myself... yeah, yeah.
Gotta be a way up
I don't wanna stay down till I can't breath
Just remind me...

What if I try to
Run the other way
Will I remember who I was yesterday?
I don't believe that voices in my head
They wanna pull me in but
I'm not that desperate yet!

Underneath the way inside my room is something beautiful
For now...
I'm barely real
I remind myself
It's only temporary
I will find myself... yeah, yeah
I'm stuck inside my own mind
It is unnecessary
I will find myself

I remind myself
It's only temporary
I'm at behind myself
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Gotta be a way up
I don't wanna stay down till I can't breath
Just remind me (the way inside my room is something beautiful)
Just remind me...

One of those days I'm doubting everything
It's only temporary...

Source: Original (Took down the lyrics myself)

Greatful Days

2007-10-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

The season I was looking forward to has come
The wind is stirring, the city is taking life

The morning comes earlier than usual
I feel I can walk well only for that

There are plenty of terrible news around nowadays
But please don't leave pleasure behind because of sadness

The short summer is starting now
How many memories can I make with you?
The sun is just shining bright
And the waves are always rolling on the shore

The distorted, sharp sky among the buildings
The sky I saw once was wide and limitless

I thank you for being by my side and giving me a gentle smile
Even when my heart is covered with clouds

It's not a matter of course, but might be of necessity
I never forget this feeling that I certainly have what I should protect

This short summer will come to an end
I'll be with you at the moment, too
As I know
Nothing is so nice as the ordinary days

Source: http://ayumi.primenova.com/lyrics/greatfuldays.htm